Lying

I lie to myself all the time, but I never believe me.

~ S. E. Hinton

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I lie sometimes. Sometimes it amuses me. Sometimes it's just easier than telling the truth. Sometimes it just happens and I don't really think about it.

Like when I type "LOL" to someone. Rarely if ever - maybe never am I actually laughing out loud.

(pause)

I should start typing CQ2S instead for "chuckling quietly to myself." 
Or LALOL2MUH for "lying about laughing out loud to make you happy."
Or LAL for "lying about laughing."

(pause)

Nah. LAL is also Leslie's initials.

I'll probably just keeping typing LOL.